One of the reasons I don’t like summer is that everything is on hold. No therapy, no chance to fix things with the offices etc. They are all closed for summer and all we can do is wait. And I’m not that patient🤔 Almost a month now without any therapy sessions and I have so much to talk about. I need to take out the trash so to speak.
2019 has been a hell of a year and it’s only the beginning! Wish I could share everything, but even I don’t know what’s going to happen next. It’s really scary , and yet so exiting. Therefore a good and deep therapy session would make me more calm, assure and maybe I will se that I can trust myself in all this questions I need to find answers to.
Right now there’s no turning back. Standing here , staring towards the finish line far far away../ will I get there? And how much will I loose before I achieve what I want? I really don’t wanna hurt anyone along the way, but I’m aware I could step a bit on a few toes… I guess it’s just worth it and the ones who’s really on my side will be there too the bitter end.
My best self- therapy right now is the long walks with the dog, gaming and making it nice around me. If it’s messy around me I get really stressed in my head. I don’t love to clean, but it calms me down somehow….
Hope you all have a wonderful day💕